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Title: Recursion
Authors: Blake Crouch
Category:supplementals
Number of Highlights: 20
Date: 2025-03-11
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Life with a cheat code isnât life. Our existence isnât something to be engineered or optimized for the avoidance of pain. Thatâs what it is to be humanâthe beauty and the pain, each meaningless without the other.
Life is nothing how he expected it would be when he was young and living under the delusion that things could be controlled. Nothing can be controlled. Only endured.
Tags:existentialism,favorite,perception
âTime is an illusion, a construct made out of human memory. Thereâs no such thing as the past, the present, or the future. Itâs all happening now.â
Tags:metaphysics
We think weâre perceiving the world directly and immediately, but everything we experience is this carefully edited, tape-delayed reconstruction.â
Tags:perception
It is the lonely hour of the night, one with which he is all too familiarâwhen the city sleeps but you donât, and all the regrets of your life rage in your mind with an unbearable intensity.
He has made peace with the idea that part of life is facing your failures, and sometimes those failures are people you once loved.
Tags:failing,favorite,fear,perception,stoic
When a person dies, he only appears to die. He is still very much alive in the pastâŠAll moments, past, present and future, always have existed, always will exist. It is just an illusion we have here on Earth that one moment follows another one, like beads on a string, and that once a moment is gone it is gone forever.
Tags:death,illusion,quantum_mechanics
Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards.
Tags:favorite,perspective,stoic
âI canât go back and stop myself from being born. Someone else can, and then I become a dead memory. But thereâs no grandfather paradox or any temporal paradox when it comes to the chair. Everything that happens, even if itâs changed or undone, lives on in dead memories. Cause and effect are still alive and well.â
He is always looking back, living more in memories than the present, often altering them to make them prettier. To make them perfect. Nostalgia is as much an analgesic for him as alcohol.
We are homesick most for the places we have never known.
Tags:cognition,perspective,stoic
When sheâs floating in the water, he looks down at her, says, âIâll be in that Portland bar in October of 1990, waiting for you.â âYou wonât even recognize me.â âMy soul knows your soul. In any time.â
She realizes that children are always too young and self-absorbed to really see their parents in the prime of their lives. But she sees her father in this moment like she never has before.
Albert has taken to calling their group the Department of Undoing Particularly Awful Shit, and like many names that start as a bad joke without a quick replacement, the name sticks.
He who controls the past controls the future. He who controls the present controls the past.
Thatâs one of the great things about New Yorkâno one cares about your emotional state as long as thereâs no blood involved.
âThat consciousness is a result of environment. Our cognitionsâour idea of realityâare shaped by what we can perceive, by the limitations of our senses.
âThe kind of breakthrough Iâm looking for today doesnât happen in the shallow end of the pool.â
Tags:difficulty,problem_solving,progress
âIf memory is unreliable, if the past and the present can simply change without warning, then fact and truth will cease to exist. How do we live in a world like that? This is why weâre seeing an epidemic of suicides.â
Tags:memory,past,present,truth
The timeline heâs on is the original, and heâs accelerating upstream against the river of his life, crashing through forgotten moments, understanding finally that memory is all heâs made of. All anything is made of.
Tags:memory,metaphysics,scifi